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Hello there friend, call me Jay, Magpie or Inky. I prefer she/they pronouns. Created this space as Tumblr, my primary digital home, is in the process of imploding. My name over there is Ooooshinythings. I probably won't be deleting that for awhile, so please feel free to go check that out and see if I'm someone you might like to hang out with.

I'm over 30, swear frequently, will probably lurk around/rec smut and/or kink memes, and am fond of 'block' features.

Anti's, TERFs, Nazis, Trump supporters, and other haters can fuck right off.
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My boyfriend, whom I'm calling Fox here on DW for an amount of anonymity, ordered an Air Fryer. I don't know the make/model, but it has two baskets so one can be for me-safe foods, (in theory) and the other for everything else that he can/will eat.

I don't know how well the two baskets are separated/ easy to clean so more investigation will need to be done. Mostly by reading the manual, which Fox had run off with.

A test run of super-market Gluten-free eggrolls was deemed successful, and I promptly fell down a youtube rabbit-hole of "air fryer for beginners" videos, some of which were more helpful than others.

The videos mostly reminded me that I need to go grocery shopping.
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10,536/5,000

Um, holy shit friends.

I know that I've talked about setting a low bar, and that I fully expected to clear my goal, but looking at all of the nonsense that happened this month I wasn't really expecting more than double my goal.

And here I am.

Look at all of those words.

At this rate I might have a finished 1st draft in 2022.

Today was a good day all in all. I was able to go visit one of the local used bookshops, which as all used bookstores do, has incomprehensible hours. I mean, they close at 5pm. For most of the last two years I'm not even awake at 5pm. (yay graveyard shift?) But got lost in the stacks for a bit and didn't bring too many things home this time. After the early closing time, I went to a semi-locally owned cafe (their HQ is in the major city of my state.) and had a bubble tea while sitting inside (gasp!) and writing on my tablet. Visited a nearby knickknack shop and picked up a few stickers designed by a local artist.

I feel like such a stereotype, but I mean that in the most loving way.

In the ongoing Vertigo saga, went to Urgent Care again on the 27th only to be told in effect, "yeah, keep doing what you're doing and we'll try to get you into an ENT, but um good luck with that."

The exercise seems to be helping, when I can remember/be bothered to do it. The last few days haven't been bad, but there's still a feeling of off kilter-ness.
I'd call it a one or a two on a scale of zero to ten. Zero being normal, not wobbly and ten being "If I roll over from prone on my back I will puke. again"

Even at my worst, I was at about a seven to eight. (walk in a mostly straight line unsupported. could pass a field-sobriety test)
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9333/5000

Inner ear issue has NOT resolved itself. Finally gave in and went to the local Urgent Care a few days ago. (it's sort of half-way between a Primary Care and the Emergency Room. A "this need care now-soonish" vs "OMG DYING!!!") and got officially diagnosed with Benign Positional Vertigo. Gave me a prescription for what I've been calling "fancy dramimine" because I can't remember or pronounce the correct name and a youtube video for an exercise to reposition the crystals in my ears.

Granted, I need to do the exercise more frequently, but it hasn't gone away yet, which is bad. Will call them in the morning for a ENT referral.

Writing has gone surprisingly well, given the circumstances. I suspect that if I had gotten any writing done on more than 1/2 the days I would be much further along. But also that's why I set such a low goal in the first place.

Worked three days in a row, going afternoon/morning/afternoon shift which definitely did not help any issues I've had. But I've got today off, so that will help, hopefully.

And in other body news, my shoulder is hurting again. Yay.
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7525/5000

I didn't write for most of the last week, life got in the way. Inner ear thing seems to have resolved itself mostly, but I've been doing my best to rest and recover. Granted, spending less time on the computer would have helped more but that's just not going to happen.

Anyway, I'm pretty sure if I keep up this pace I'll go over 10,000 by the 30th, maybe even 15,000. Which would be fantastic, if I can focus on scenes I want to go into Book 1.

I don't really want to turn this into a series, but it would be sooooo easy to. I already have a vague idea of what I would do for a 2nd and 3rd book, but since I have such a hard time finishing anything I don't want to set myself up for failure.

(I'm going to look back at this post in a few years and laugh at myself either way. I can tell.)
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5,407/5,000

So I overshot my goal without realizing it, which is great. I'm happy with most of the writing I've gotten done, which is on the rare side, mostly because it seems like a lot of angst and "character is spending too much time in their head for this scene"

I've rewarded myself with all of the pens I purchased and I'm happy with the ones I've tried out so far. Not the most satisfied with the pen case that was part of the bundle, it's a bit narrow and doesn't hold all that much. But since I didn't really care about it when I ordered the set (and didn't check the dimensions listed) I'm not going to knock off any points.

The last scene I wrote was from a different POV than I think is going to be used in the book, so that will have to be shifted around. The scene is a mostly retired super hero lecturing the incoming batch of superheroes, and while I like the speech, I'm probably going to have to re-arrange a bunch of it. And figure out where it best fits in the plot-line of the book.
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1,771/5,000

Wrote a bunch yesterday, continuing and wrapping up previously mentioned cute flirty scene. Most of it was hand written as spending a lot of time on the screen was making my vertigo-wonkiness worse.

Got no writing done today as I was at work.

Had ordered a bundle of pens, notebooks and pen case in purple (my favorite color) from JetPens as a reward for writing, well mostly. I had seen the bundle ages ago, but it was out of stock. Had gotten an email saying that it was back in stock and I dithered a bit about ordering something I couldn't really justify spending money on other than "but SHINY!!"

But on impulse I signed up for April Camp with a goal that seemed pretty easy, and then said to myself, hey... this bundle has five pens (well four pens and a highlighter) one pen for every thousand words should be a good reward, right?

Pen reviews will show up at the end of the month.
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955/5000 words so far

no writing got done on the 1st as I had to work (afternoon shift) and was dealing with my brain saying that the room was moving. The Dramamine helped me get though the shift, but sitting down and not moving helped more.

Got a lot of sleep and also took it pretty easy on the 2nd, but got some writing in. The scene was with my two main characters being sort of flirty. (superhero doesn't know how to flirt, doesn't really get the concept. I'm not sure where exactly it will fall in the book, but whatever. that's what editing is for. Read a bit of it to my partner, Fox, who called it cute.
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In an effort to keep myself accountable, I'm going to post my wordcount for Camp NaNoWriMo. My goal is to write 5,000 words in the month of April.

For most, the goal is 50,000 words in 30 days. But right now, that's just not doable.

0/5.000

Minor whining about health/job stuff under the cut

Read more... )
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I have a job!

It's the stockroom in a retail position, I've worked two shifts and they've both been paperwork. I don't have a schedule yet, but it's definitely part time.

Thank you all for your well wishes.

Oh spotify

May. 26th, 2019 05:35 pm
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Scene Setting: making breakfast at 2 pm as one does, after one has finally convinced oneself to eat anything

Inky: I should put on some music! (does so)

Spotify: plays random mix, with tracks from Buffy:The Musical thrown in

Inky: haha, haven't heard this in awhile (proceeds to eat and then putter on the internet for several hours)

Enter Fox (my boyfriend)

Spotify: Proceeds to play only Buffy: The Musical, on shuffle, including songs that were played previously

Fox: proceeds to be charming, sing along to the songs and pester the cat.

Inky: wtf Spotify?

Fox: I"m tired, I'm going to take a nap. (leaves the scene)

Spotify: Starts playing library of music on shuffle, with no Buffy: The Musical

Inky: Wtf Spotify?
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So I have this fantasy world in my head that I've been puttering around with for... well let's just say a long time. Its changed a lot over the years, but it's mostly been focused around three extremely plot resistant characters.

Grumpy, misanthrope who works as the brewer-of-potions at a hospital, Quinton

Quinton's hedonistic (adopted) brother, David

Wolf-shapeshifter lab-mate/ (female) best friend, Lilah. (Who's name has gone though SO MANY spelling variations :( for something that's said LIE-luh)

What I have setting wise has mostly focused on the hospital where Quinton and Lilah work but there is so much world out there. I have an entire non-earth planet to explore and I've covered maybe a thousand square kilometers.

World-building details, trimmed for length )
All of this wonderful worldbuilding! Proto-plothooks to get snared on everywhere! Why, why, why!?! Do I keep focusing on one (1) jerk whose idea of fun and adventure is reading scientific journals?!
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1) still here, mostly in comments


2) I think I have spent more time baffled by the choices made by various characters/ writers of various TV shows than anything else over the past month or so. Granted, most of these shows are of... questionable quality. I will give a pass to Korean and/or Japanese drama shows, as I'm not familiar with the tropes and conventions. But the American ones... ugh.

I'm not sure how much of the problem is just bad writing or my partner Fox's love for bad TV.

2a) If 96% of the problems in your city can be traced back to the actions of one super-villain where the justice system and or prisons can not / will not serve said super-villain, kill them and be done with it.

2b) If your constantly in a "will they/ won't they" tug of war relationship with a person where you feel that you can't be with them because they're a "distraction" or that being with you will put them in harm's way: dump them, get therapy, and remove yourself from the situation.


3) And in physical health news, it's been over 36 hours since I needed ibuprofen. That's a win.
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So, um, life kinda exploded on me in the middle/end of January.

I'm safe and reasonably healthy. No one is dead, in jail, or the hospital.

But said Event wiped out my metaphorical spoons and tucked my literal ones into storage. I'm currently staying with my partner Fox, his brother, and their roommate. And their cat, who is indifferent to most goings on.

I've been vaguely around, and will probably continue to be so until life sorts itself out.
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I got a bunch of stuff taken care of today, one of which was getting over to the local unemployment office and signing up for benefits/ getting the job search thing going.

Which was a lot less painful than expected, because I was able to find humans who actually gave two shits. Totally unexpected and fantastic.

Anyway, any folx out there who want to sent good vibes to help ease this transition/ help recover spoons to get this done would be greatly appreciated.
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Hey, still around here, just trying to find more people to talk to so I've been more active commenting elsewhere.

One of these days I'll get around to going though some of my old writing that I did for a creative short fiction class and post it up here.

I've been working my way though [personal profile] ysabetwordsmith and [personal profile] dialecticdreamer 's shared world Poly-chromatic Heros ( [personal profile] siliconshaman also writes in this world, but I haven't gotten to his section yet)

I stumbled into it with a poem featuring Shiv, a young supervillian who's had one hell of a rough go at life. I didn't realize it was was part of a much bigger world at first glance, but quickly figured that part out and dove in head first and I've barely come up for air since.

Ysabetwordsmith's index can be found here:

http://penultimateproductions.weebly.com/polychrome-heroics.html
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on Tuesday I was able to take care of 1/3 bureaucratic BS things that Needed To Be Taken Care Of Yesterday, then had brain-fog for the next two days. (I have a strong feeling that it was mostly brought on by something I ate.)

Yesterday I managed to go grocery shopping.

today I'm tired, but less fogged.

And the fucking fascist Cheeto has started to shut down the government right when I need to get shit done.
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Potofsoup came up with this vast resource, that if this were tumblr, I would have reblogged a ridiculous amount of times.

https://potofsoup.dreamwidth.org/5059.html

Please read.
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I'm hitting an upswing in my energy levels (fuck depression) which is great. I'm still on a "wtf is a sleep cycle??" though so... being awake and wanting to do, anything, while in a shared apartment at four am is ... not great.


Read more for a ramble on depression, hobbies, food and housekeeping )
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